Life

2004-01-02T05:06:00.000-08:00

Long Time... I know, I know...I haven't been updating new entries. That's because I was just having fun during the Christmas break and such. I'll try to remember what I did. On December 26 it was my 20th birthday...yeeeey!!! hahaha!! I went to the mall with my mom...yup, she took me shopping. My family, Karen and I had dinner in Banana leaf and it was such a yummy dinner! After that we went to Italianis to have my birthday cake. I was supposed to go out...but naaaaah!! I really had a nice birthday...it was simple yet memorable!! :)

The next day, I had to wake up 5 in the morning because my brother, his girlfriend and I went up to Bagiuo! I had so much fun up there. I met up with my friends. I bought some stuff and no I didn't that much. ;) Although the food there was excellent!! The weather was awesome! It was awesome that I had to wear a jacket and a scarf...hahaha!! I was freezing my ass off and thank god that someone dude invented the fireplace...hahaha!! We stayed there for 3 days and 2 nights.

On December 31, I went to Makati to buy some stuff to wear for our family tradition...New Years Dinner. My tita Cora (the funniest tita in the whole world) cooked and it was just perfect and yummy!! It was actually funny because the dinner looked like it was a soire...all the girls in one room talking and laughing and all the boys ourside setting up the fireworks...hahaha!! At exactly 11:50 pm we all went outside to watch the fireworks and at 12:00 midnight we all greeted each other. Then after, my brother bought some ROMAN CANDLES (it looks like a long match that you light and you can hold...it's very safe). Each of the grandchildren (including Nancy) got a ROMAN CANDLE and we would write OUR names or draws some stuff on the road. After we finished the whole pack of ROMAN CANDLES the road was covered with names and drawings. I had my name all over the road and it was really cool!!

After the fireworks I went out after. I went to DREAM BAR with Dino, Nancy, Pam, Jv, Louie, Trika (Jv's new girlfriend), Mon-Mon, and Pat. I had sooooo much fun in DREAM BAR and the music was awesome...it was 80's...hahaha!! So fun and I was dancing until 6:00 am...hahaha!! A lot of people were there. A friend of ours saw me from a far, he went towards and grabbed my hand and he started dancing...dancing the swing..hahaha!! I was shocked because I thought some strange guy just grabbed my hand. Dino and Nancy knew he was coming, they didnt tell me though...hahaha!!! We decided to have breakfast in Old Swiss Inn but too many people so we just went home.

I really had a good, fun and crazy Christmas and a very good New Year Celebration!! It was so much fun that I didn't want the Christmas season to end. I also have to be proud of one great deed I did...eversince I completed SIMBANG GABI *claps hands* I've been going to mass even though it's not a sunday. I told my mom about it and she was happy to hear that. :)

A while ago I went to ROCKWELL with my mommy. I bought a pair of comfy flip-flops. These comfy flip-flops are not just ANY flip-flops. These flip-flops are made in BRAZIL (my dream county to go). They are called HAVAINAS!! I got a pair in purple. Next week I'll go back to buy another pair BUT it's blue and white with butterflies. These flip-flops, you can wear them to the beach, mall or anywhere. :) In fact, I'm wearing them right now...hahaha!!

Well, I gots to go!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!! :)

2003-12-25T17:11:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!! I really had a wonderful Christmas this year. On December 24 my family and I attend the usual Christmas at 9 and headed to my Lola's house in Forbes for the usual Noche Buena. We started opening our present at around 12ish and got home around 1. Even though I didn't get that many presents, it really didn't bother at all. I was still having fun and I having the true meaning of Christmas!! On December 25 (yesterday) my mom's side of her family came to the house for Christmas lunch. I really had sooooo much fun. Seeing my cousins and spending time with them. My mom made turkey and callos and WOW the food the was excellent!!! Like I said earlier, I really love Christmas. It makes me extra happy and I always have a smile on my face. I love it when when my whole family and I gather in one house and spend time with each other.

Baguio!! On December 27 I'll be going to Baguio with my brother Dax and his girlfriend. yeeeey!! I've been wanting to go back to Baguio. Right now, Baguio is REALLY cold and it's actually perfect to go because it's the perfect month. :) Dino and Nancy are going to be there as well and we're for sure meeting up. cool cool!! I can't wait...I love road trips! If I have time later, I'll burn some cd's. :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!! ALWAYS REMEMBER TO KEEP THE TRUE MEENING OF CHRISTMAS IN YOUR HEART AND MIND!! ;)

2003-12-23T16:09:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas Eve!!!! I woke up at 4 in the morning to go to the last day of Simbang Gabi. It was so cold that I had to wear a jacket and a long sleeve shirt...brrrr!! hahaha! Right after I had communion, I made my wish...but...sorry...I can't tell you the wish is. ;) When we got home, we had breakfast. I was so excited to drink the hot chocolate but it was burnt hot chocolate...hahaha!! Oh well...it was all good, nothing can upset me today untill January comes!! My sister and I are so happy that we completed the novena...wooohooo!! :) We're going shopping today and we're having lunch as well.

Addicted Last night I was downloading commercials. I was downloading NIKE FOOTBALL COMMERCIALS!! I have aroung 4 nike commercials. The stuff that I downloaded is soooooo cool! All my favorite players are in it -----> Ronaldo, Roberto Carlos, Ronaldhino and a whole lot more...hahaha!! It's all Football commercials by Nike! My brother has been trying to download football commercials and it was taking time so he gave up. Now, I have to show him ALL the commercials. There's this Nike Commercial called Good vs Evil and it's morbid and a little bit gory but it kicked ass!! There's also this commercial where all the good players and known players from the World Cup 2002 are stuck in one big cage and they have this tournament...so cool!!!

REAL MADRID!! Last night, I was looking for a new wallpaper for the computer. I wanted a wallpaper of REAL MADRID. I'm such a HUGE fan of REAL MADRID. I saw this really kick ass REAL MADRID wallpaper and I downloaded it. Ever since Ronaldo (one of my favorite players) moved to REAL MADRID I became a fan of REAL MADRID. I was also happy that David Becham (another favorite player and oh so HOTT) moved.

I gots to go!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2003-12-23T05:44:00.000-08:00

ONE MORE DAY TO GO!!!! Tomorrow is the last day and final day of Simbang Gabi. After the mass, my sister, her friend and I are having the BEST breakfast EVER!! I'm talking about hot chocolate, ensaymada (spanish pastry) and a lot more...haha! I can't wait! It's acytaully perfect to hvae hot chocolate since it's cold in the morning. My mom was preparing the hot chocolate a while ago and I helped...actually I made the hot chocolate...hahaha!! Since it's the last day of Simbang Gabi, my sister and I are going to make a wish...BUT I'm not going to tell what my wish is. I don't want get jinxed. :)

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve...yeeeeey!!! I'll be going shopping with my family. It's actaully a family tradition that we keep on doing since we were kids. Every December 24 we go shopping and have lunch together. Tomorrow night, we'll be attending mass at 9:00 pm and go to my Grandparents' house and have Noche Buena. When the clock strikes 12 midnight and we start opening our gifts!! yeeeeeeey!! I'm really excited!! I just love Christmas so much!! Just seeing the decorations and hearing Christmas songs relaxes me and I always have a smile on my face. :) I've been having the spirit of Christmas since November. i've been counting the days till Christmas and my birthday!! There are 3 more days till my birthday and I'll be 20 years old...heeheehee!!!

Well, I better get going!! I'll write tomorrow after I have breakfast!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2003-12-19T20:06:00.000-08:00

5 down and 4 more to go I feel so happy and proud that I've completed 5 days of Simbang Gabi. I really like the feeling of going to mass at 4:30 in the morning and enjoying the cold weather. My mom keeps saying that she'll go with us but ever since the first day of the novena, I've been waking her up and she doesn't wake up...haha! I really hope she goes tomorrow. When I got home, I slept in my parents' room on the couch. It was too cold in my room and Buckwheat, my labrador retriever was hogging my bed...what a cuttie!!

I'll be going out tonight. We're having this get together with my friends. We're going to REDBOX. It's this kickass karaoke bar in Green Belt 3. I'm so ready to sing my lungs out. I have to do some practice tonight because on January 9, 2004 I'm going to celebrate my birhtday with my friends in REDBOX! Why so late in celebrating my birthday? Well...you see...my birthday falls on December 26 and most of my friends are going to be out of town with their families. :)

Well...I gots to go! I'll write a longer entry later!! ADIOS!!!

2003-12-16T17:47:00.000-08:00

Simbang Gabi Simbang Gabi is actually a novena that you have to complete for nine days straight. This particular novena starts on the 16th all the way to the 24th of December. But here's the catch --> the mass starts at 4:30 IN THE MORNING!!!! I completed 2 days and I have 7 more days to go. If I complete the novena, I can make a wish. It's really hard to wake up THAT early. But if you have the heart and faith you can actually wake up and attend. This morning, I woke up at 4:00 to wash up and get ready for church. I also had to wake up my sister, Pam. We attended mass at 4:30 in Magallenes. It was really cold this morning. I had to wear a my jogging pants and a jacket to keep me warm. My didn't go with us today and yesterday...she couldn't wake. She'll try her best to wake up tomorrow.

Christmas vacation is finally here!! Today is the first day of my Christmas vacation. WOOOOOHOOOO!!! I have to start doing my shopping soon!! I already have my list and I already know what to get them. I already made a WISH LIST...heeheehee!! Want to know something cool? After doing my wish list, my cousin texted me and told me to e-mail her and everyone the wihs list. I was like WOAH...she actaully read my mind...hahaha!! I just love Christmas!! It makes me happy and I so love weather...even though it's freeazing outside, it's all good!! That's how Christmas weather is suppose to be.

Finalizing my wish list...I have to get going. I have to double check on my wish list and have to email everyone in my family!!

2003-12-15T03:39:00.000-08:00

Christmas Countdown....10 days!! I love Christmas!! 10 more days to go and it's already Christmas. YEEEEY!!! Tomorrow is my last day and on Wednesday is the first day of my Christmas vacation. I haven't started my Christmas shopping. I have to start soon...I'll start this week...I have to!! We're doing Kriskringle this Christmas...and my baby is Dino, my brother. That's actually easy, I already have an idea what to get him. I wonder who my mommy or my daddy for kriskringle. My sister told me that it's dad...oh well, I want keep the suspence going and I so can't wait!!

Birthday Countdown...11 days!! Another reason for me to be happy during the whole month of December...my birthday is coming up!! YEEEEY!!! I can't believe I'm turning 20...heeheehee!! I have a strong feeling that I'll have a fun birthday. What are the plans? Well, I just want to have dinner with my family including Karen...she's family!! :) I was thinking of going out after with my friends but most of my friends are going to be out of town. So I decided to go out with them and celebrate my birthday again with them on January 9, 2004! I'm planning on going to REDBOX...a new karaoke bar in Greenbelt 3! It's going to be hella fun!! YEEEY!! I can't wait!!

I shall split!! Got's to go!! ADVANCED MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2003-12-09T19:50:00.000-08:00

The last time I wrote an entry was on last week, December 2. I was just busy with school work and all and I haven't been online for the past few days. Well, the wedding was such a blast. I had so much fun!!! Everyone who was there had a blast. The food and drinks were excellent! They were serving this drink called a spritzer. It's red wine mixed with sprite or 7up...the best drink EVER!!! It was like drinking cranberry juice and I had more than 5 glasses of those. And yeah I was tipsy...everyone was tipsy that night!! Everyone was dancing the night away. It was a simple wedding YET very elegant and very romantic. During the ceremony I felt like crying but I controlled myself and saved it for the reception. I was crying fjor happiness. When the 80's music began to play my cousin (Ria) dragged me to dance floor and we started dancing. Infact, my cousin and I dragged everone to dancefloor. After the reception, we, the young people headed down to wasabi for more drinks and fore more dancing!!

Christmas is in the air!! I've been having the spirit of Christmas since October. I just love the fact it's already December and my Christmas vacation starts next week on Tuesday. WOOOOHOOO!!! The week after next week is the week of Christmas and the week of my birtday!! YEEEEEY!! So excited!!!

I got split right now!!! I'll write a longer entry later!! CIAO!!!

2003-12-02T17:00:00.000-08:00

Lovely Morning I was sleepy last night that I slept at 8:00 pm. hahahaha!! Believe you me, I had the BEST but the BEST sleep EVER!! I feel so energized and I can already tell that I'll have a good day. I was supposed to go to the gym today but my lovely mommy had to use the car...oh well it's all good. I'll just do tae-bo later...hahahaha!! I know what I can do today....I'll read some of the cook books and I'll cook...practice makes perfect!! :) Since I don't have school today, today is my chance to be in the kitchen and cook. It's already the third day of the month of December and I still haven't started my Christmas shopping. I'll start on December 16...that's the start of my Christmas vacation. I still have to my Christmas list and such. Oh...and by the way, 3 more days and it's the wedding of Dino and Nancy...woooohoooo!! I'm really excited!! I have to pick my dress tomorrow. I better get going now. I'll write a LONGER entry later.

CHIAO!!! :)

2003-11-30T00:49:00.000-08:00

ALL GIRLS NIGHT OUT!! Last night, my sisters and I threw Nancy a bachelorette party. We were ALL girls and we stayed in Penninsula Hotel. We had all booze and lots of food. After warming up with with some alcohol drinks we went to wasabi. It was soooo much fun. Dancing and drinking at the same time. The music was the best...80's...hahaha!! It was so much fun that we went back to the hotel at 4:00 in the morning. heehee!! We slept in the hotel...pretty cool huh? I really had fun night. Just all girls was just hilarious. My cousina and I were tipsy and wer were just dancing the night away. Believe you me, my cousin is the funniest when she has A LOT of alcohol in her system. I was enjoying my drink and the music.

...well, I'll write another entry. I have split right about now.

2003-11-21T15:58:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!! I woke up at 7:00 and I had a great sleep. I was just really tired and sleepy last night. I fell a sleep while watching tv last night. It looks like a lovely Saturday. When my daddy was up, I laughing at his hair. He looked like a moe-hock..hahahaha!! I'm going out with my mommy, she has to buy gifts for the shower of Nancy. I was supposed to go to the gym today but when I looked at my agenda for today, I had no time. I'll just go next week. I'm actually hungry right now, I'm going to have a good breakfast after I write this entry. I just don't know what to eat though. I always make it a point to eat breakfast. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day. If you skip breakfast, your next meal will be lunch and you'll be eating twice as much and that's not good. Another reason for skiping breakfast is that, breakfast is an energy booster. I learned this information from watching Discovery Channel, reading the A-Z Medical Handbook and from my brother. Yeah, Yeah, I watch Discovery Channel only when there is nothing to watch on tv. :) Well, I'll make this short. My tummy is getting mad at me. :)

2003-11-21T04:46:00.000-08:00

Thank God It's Friday!! Woooohoooo!! it's the weekend!! I love Fridays. I had a good day day in school. I wasn't alone for lunch today, Alicia and I had lunch together in Japbox. I had tempura...yum yum!! I had to the Physical Test to day in PE. I didn't do that bad but I was REALLY tired and such. I almost fell a sleep in my math class. haha! My friend woke me up. PHEW!! After school I had to pick up my mom in the house and we went to Rajo to fit my dress. I was REALLY happy when I saw two dresses. Since the people working in Rajo already know who my mom and I are, they told me that I lost weight....woooohoooo!! I was really scared that the dress would be a little tight but NOPE. The fitting was PERFECT!!

Home Alone Tonight I'm going to be alone in the house tonight. That means the house is all mine but just for tonight. My parents have this dinner to attend and unfortunately I'm not invited. This is the only night wherein I have to stay in the house without my parents. hahaha!! Both my sisters are out. That's all good. I'll be watching movies and reading some books. I think I'm going to sleep a little bit early because I had another busy day but it was fun.

Well I better get going.

Adios y buenas noches mis amigas!!

2003-11-20T03:37:00.000-08:00

Busy day yet good! I have to faced it, my Monday and Thursday schedule is very busy. I have to be in school at 7:30 am and I get dismissed at 4:30. And guess what? I don't have lunch till 1:30 pm. Oh well...I'm already getting used it. I know I can do it, I'll just be going to school with nice eyebags. hahaha!! Aside from the busy day I had, I had a really good day. I had lunch with Monica. We had a really good conversation about music. Monica and I just found out that we both like listening to OLD music. Old music from the 70's, 80's and early 90's. I was just amazed that we both had the same taste in music. So cool!! I'm not alone! haha!! So far my teachers are alright. Most of my teachers are girls, which is good for me because I'm used to the way they teach.

Tomorrow is Friday = 80's I know I'm getting addicted to the whole 80's stuff. I'm sorry, I just like the music from the 80's. You can dance to them and sing to them as well. Thank God tomorrow is Friday. Weekend baby!! I'll be going to Rajo after school to fit my dress and stuff. Really excited for that! On Saturday is the shower of Nancy and on Sunday is the Despidida de Soltera. Busy weekend yet it'll be a fun weekend!!

well, I better go now!!

I'll write a longer later!! Adios!!

2003-11-19T01:10:00.001-08:00

No School!! It's official, I have no school every Wednesdays! That's actually good for me because I can rest and I can go to the gym as well. I'm actually like my schedule and I just realized, with this kind of schedule I can concentrate more and I can meet more people. Well, I had a good day. I woke up (still with a cough but a bit) and I had a wonderful breakfast and at around 10ish I went to the gym. I really had a good work out. I got home pretty late because of the traffic going back...not that I was in a gurry, I was sleeping on the way back. When I got home, I downloaded ALL the old songs of Madonna. When I say OLD I mean ALL her songs from the 80's and the early 90's. I'm actually done burning the cd and I love the cd!! I still have to burn the 80's cd that I have been wanting to have. I'll burn this weekend.

I just realized that for the past months, weeks and days, the time is really moving hella fast. It's already November and sooner or later it'll be December. Speaking of December, the first week of December is the Wedding of Dino and Nancy (December 6) and the week after is THE PARTY of Karen. I'm going for sure!! I'm actually REALLY excited about the party. Can't wait! I have to bring a bottle of any alcohol drink. I'm bringing my favorite flavored vodka ----> Strawberry Vodka. I love Strawberry Vodka. I mix it with Sprite and you have yourself a cosmopolitan. It's such a ladies drink. I was thinking of bringing a bottle of Martini but it's a bit too pricey. Although I love Martinis. It's another ladies drink. I'll just to stick to my Strawberry Vodka.

Some boys kiss me . Some boys hug me. I think they're okay. If they don't give me proper credits I'll just walk away. They can beg and they can pleed but they can see the light (that's right). Coz the boy with the cold hard cash is always Mr. Right. Coz We are living in a material world and I am material girl. You know it coz we're in a material world and I am material girl. <------------- Madonna

2003-11-19T01:10:00.000-08:00

2003-11-17T03:22:00.000-08:00

First Day of School I had a pretty good day in school, considering the fact that school started and I had to be there at 7:30 am. I thought my schedule was going to be hell but it wasn't so bad. I saw my blockmates and some of them are my classmates. The only class that you guys can say that I'm a loner is in my Language class. Talk about LONER....hahaha!! I didn't know anyone there but I made friends with some of the people, there were nice. I was really happy today because Karen and I have the same break time on Mondays and on Thursdays...wooohooo!! Finally, we can have lunch together...I was really glad that I had lunch with her. I just have only one homework in CIV 102. I have to read on the roman empire. I'll do that tomorrow or on wednesday. I'll do it tomorrow because I want to rest on Wednesday.

Ooooooh la la!!! Ever since the beginning of the year, I saw this guy who is totally cute. The thing is, he knows that I exist and I know that he exists. Whenever we see each other we wave to say "hi" or we both smile at each other. The only problem is --> I don't know his name and he doesn't know my name. He never had the chance to come up to me and introduce himself to me. Okay, okay, I already know what you're going to say...Why don't I just make the first move. HELLO...I'm not that I kind of chick. I wait for the guy to come to me and make the first move. My friends in school just laugh at me whenever I see him. Whenever I see him, I shut myself up and after I go back talking...hahahaha!! We saw each other a couple of times today and we did our usual greeting. It's actually cute though because I think he's shy and I know for a fact that I'm shy to go up to him and introduce myself.

Well...this is all I have to say right now! I'll write longer entry tomorrow since I don't have school on Wednesday!!

2003-11-15T06:34:00.000-08:00

Saturday Night It's a windy Saturday night. And I'm here in my house staying home and resting. I'm a little bit sick, I'm still coughing but not as much. My sisters are gone, they went out with their friends. I was supposed to go out tonight but I made the right decission to stay home and rest. And even if I did go out, I wouldn't be able to drink alcohol because of all the medicines inside my system. I'm in my house with my wonderful and loving parents. They're watching some movie in Star Movies, I'll join them in a while. I still have to continue drinking my medicines, I'll drink them right before I go to sleep. I really had a good day today...ooooops, I forgot I wrote an entry about my day. haha!!

More about my ultimate dream I already said what I wanted to do with my life right? I was thinking about it a while ago and you know what? I can picture myself as a head chef and putting up my OWN restaurant. It's something that I will enjoy and I know deep down inside I will make my dream come true. I just have to work extra hard. Here's my plan ---> right after college, I want to have a vacation and clear my head for one year. After that long vacation and when my head is clear I can and I'm willing to go to New York or to Hawaii and get into the top culinary schools and take my culinary arts course. I'm actually willing to go back to school just to take this particular course that I've been wanting to take ever since the 9th grade. Once I'm done, I can work in a really nice and kick ass restaurant and try to become the head chef <--- that is my plan and my goal!!!

I have to split right now...I'm getting sleepy and my eyes are getting heavy! Night night!!

2003-11-15T02:09:00.000-08:00

Wonderful Saturday!! Last night I had to switch rooms because I was freezing my ass off in my room. I slept in my family room. Pretty cozy and very warm. I wasn't planning on turning on the air-con...it was just too damn cold. Then I went back to sleep and when I woke this morning I had a smile on my face. Why? I don't know why. My daddy woke me up and he was surprise to see me sleeping in the family room. I washed my face and I already knew that today was going to be a good day. And want to know something? Yup yup, today is a good day!! I kept my sister company in the country club a while ago. I didn't want to swim because I just got sick and I'm already feeling better. I was afraid that the sickness will come back again. So I just sat there wearing my famour red bikini (note to karen and steph ----> you KNOW what bikini I'm talking about...the bikini that made eman a.k.a. pussyboy go gaga) and my sarong...hahahahahaha!! I got home and had lunch and went to the gym. I was happy that I was able to go to the gym even though that there was no one there. I got home and saw that my daddy was home.

I miss my brother The last time I saw my brother was on Wednesday in Le Soufle. He usually visits us during the weekends. I guess he's busy today. Oh well, who knows I might see him tomorrow. I know I said this a billion times but I'm really happy for Dino and Nancy. I'm glad that he's settling down and so damn proud of him that he's making a HUGE committment in his life.

Well, this is all I have to say right now! I'll make a longer entry later after dinner!

I LOVE LIFE!!! And I also love God!! I'm so glad that He brought me to this world.

2003-11-14T05:32:00.000-08:00

Friday Night I said that I was going to do some basic cooking right? Well, it turned out that I didn't have enough vegetables and I missing some ingredients...hahahaha!! I was really excited to make something new for dinner and I was going to surprise my mommy that I can cook. I told her about it and she was laughing at me...then she told me that she believes in me that I can cook. I felt better afterwards. She already knows about my dream. I told her a long, long time ago. She knows that I can bake. She told me to try and cook...I told her that I will, one day I will cook for her. I was going to cook her something but we just didn't have enough ingredients. There's always next time...SOON I will surprise my loving mommy!!

Daddy is home My daddy just arrived. He was supposed to go to the province tonight for some meeting but he got stranded in the traffic and decided to go back. Now he's home and about to eat dinner. *thinks* wonder what he's having...heehee!! Anyway, I'm sure he's going to the province tomorrow morning for some meetings. I hope he comes early tomorrow so we can go and catch a movie in Rockwell. I love watching movies with my parents. Infact, I love going out with my parents. It's the best. Think about it --> you get a free dinner including dessrts, your movie ticket is free and if my dad or mom is an extra good mood, who knows I just might end up going home with a shopping bag around my arm. I am the "tail" of my parents...heeheehee!! I go wherever they go. :)

Well, this is all I have to say for today! When I wake tomorrow morning (around 7ish) I'll do a morning entry!! Good night and sweet dreams!!

2003-11-13T22:45:00.000-08:00

My Dream I was on my bed and reading a new book. I just started reading this book, it's called "where you belong"...so far it's an interesting book. Anyway, I was looking at my room and I just got up and fixed everything and took out everything that I didn't need anymore. My room looks neater and very spacious. Then I was thinking long and hard about what I want to be when I grow up. My ultimate dream was to become a chef. Work in a nice restraurant and be the head chef of the restaurant. (an example would be Monica in Friends. She is a head chef in a kick ass restaurant in Manhattan). I've always wanted to be a chef since grade 9. Then my other dream was to become a kidergarten teacher. I really love kids and I love interacting with them. So I was there on my bed thinking and BOOM I saw my answer. I want to do something that will make me happy. So I've decided to stick to my ultimate dream ---> to be a chef. My plan is to finish my 4 years of college here in Manila and after college I want to go to New York or to Hawaii and take up Culinary Arts. This is the course that I've been wanting to take up. After college is my chance to make my dream come true. I feel a lot better now that I thought about it. I was getting worried that I would end being a bum and being part of the "dead beat club" <---- it's a song by B52's and it's all about people who don't have jobs and just being bums. Since I've decided what to do with my life, after writing this entry I'm going to go to the kitchen and start doing some basic cooking. :)

2003-11-13T18:29:00.001-08:00